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PSPSPSPSPS: About our ship cheapened? I take it back. No matter what storyline they come up with to keep the hype angst what what whatever, our ship is forever precious. Hahaha I’ve missed you. I’ve missed your essays :(
lol. omg. you read my essays? I am so flattered. i miss my essays too but i haven’t been in that mindset. I feel like it was driving myself into blind rage agaisnt Dan. And yes it was sustained with legitimate arguments but at some point it became superficial to me, why i hate Dan so much — as if my hatred was no longer rooted in discord with his character but rather its representation in the fadom (DBfans, Safran, and the polarity in the fandom). that’s why i turned anon off. I just couldn’t justify to myself why i hated Dan so passionately anymore, even if i know my hatred for him was candid. , it felt aggrandized by the writers instigating the ship wars and the DB anons and my ask who attack me unreasonably. And i was incensed for Serena and i was paranoid that Blair would have feelings for him, but alas!. Yes, i hate him and i still hate him now but believe me if i can help not hating a character i’d rather do that. It’s very draining talking incessantly negatively of a character, even it being fictional. I would love to be able to love all the characters, like i’m naturally a positive person and hating Dan was just depleting me of good nature and disposition. So i decided to recalculate what i was doing. I tried to retrace the origin of my deep hatred and turns out some of it is because i’ve given into the ship wars and i rationalize in favor of my ship rather than arbitrarily. I still hate Dan though, but i wanna be reasonably when possible.
You know i’m glad i turned anon off. i miss writing essays but i was just going out of control just ranting all the time against Dan. I’ve decided if i’m going to write anymore essays i’ll write pro-Chair. I can love my ship without having to speak negatively of others.
Don’t get me wrong. I still loathe Dan and still don’t think he deserves Blair but rather than expending 10 paragraphs on it, i’d now rather use that to write about my love for Chair. you know.
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youreallyknow said:
…and that’s how great shippers get it done.
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